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I’d be lying if I said I had a great year... and a half. While my child brings me joy and I’ve been grateful to see her grow into a wonderful and sweet person, I know I’ve been depressed and in a very rough place. MY husband and I have (what feels like) frequent intense fights over lots of little things building up.  Sometimes I totally understand why my husband is mad. Other times, I bitterly think he’s being unfair and lament that I am not the partner he needs. I’ve thought some pretty dark thoughts but I always pull myself back from that darkness because even if I think I’m pathetic and unworthy of my family… I need them and they need me.  

Between all this and hating my job because it does not pay enough to provide for my family (and the fact teacher and I ideologically clash BIG TIME… Oh FUCK don’t get me started on her…), my creative spark has been gone. I browse Tumblr for the sake of it.  I don’t want this. I want to draw and write again.  I want to be genuinely happy all the time.  I’m sorry I barely speak to my friends and I’m hoping I can slowly get better in 2016.  Thank you everyone for your understanding and patience.
  • Mood: Depressed

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Koneko-Ealain
Kat Sierra
Artist | Digital Art
United States
I hope someday to make a living doing art, but until then I am happy just to create and post here & on my tumblr (koneko-ealain.tumblr.com)
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tarynsgate Featured By Owner Jan 25, 2016  Hobbyist General Artist
Hayyy Happy Birthday! XD
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Koneko-Ealain Featured By Owner Jan 27, 2016   Digital Artist
Thank you!
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Phillipzu Featured By Owner Edited Jan 24, 2016  Student Digital Artist
Happy birthday, Kat! :la::cake:
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:iconkoneko-ealain:
Koneko-Ealain Featured By Owner Jan 27, 2016   Digital Artist
Thank you!
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Phillipzu Featured By Owner Jan 28, 2016  Student Digital Artist
You're welcome!
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LunaBell Featured By Owner Jan 25, 2015
happy happy birthday 
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Koneko-Ealain Featured By Owner Jan 29, 2015   Digital Artist
Thank you!
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LunaBell Featured By Owner Jan 30, 2015
OuOb i hope things are well with you
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Koneko-Ealain Featured By Owner Feb 16, 2015   Digital Artist
They could be better ^^;  Husband lost his job back in October and my job doesn't pay enough.  Getting by tho thanks to family.
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Phillipzu Featured By Owner Jan 25, 2015  Student Digital Artist
Hi there! Happy birthday! :la: 
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Koneko-Ealain Featured By Owner Jan 29, 2015   Digital Artist
Thank you!
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:iconphillipzu:
Phillipzu Featured By Owner Jan 30, 2015  Student Digital Artist
You're welcome! ^^
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LunaBell Featured By Owner Jan 25, 2014
happiest birthday to you 
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:iconkoneko-ealain:
Koneko-Ealain Featured By Owner Jan 25, 2014   Digital Artist
Thank you ^_^
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LunaBell Featured By Owner Jan 26, 2014
UwU hop it was great
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