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Personal but Important... UPDATE
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I have been very busy with work, battling my depression and... taking care of another baby. That's right, I didn't say anything last journal but I suspected I was pregnant (It was confirmed a couple weeks after my last journal). His birth was a bit traumatic. I can talk about it in private but suffice to say, I'm done having kids after what we went through. He's healthy tho. His sister LOVES him and that brings more light into our lives to see them smile at each other. I did manage to do SOME art during Inktober but I posted it all on Instagram. I haven't had the time to get on my PC or sanity to post here and I apologize. If you want, you can follow me on Instagram @k.sera_sera for any art I might get done.
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Personal but Important...
2 min read
I’d be lying if I said I had a great year... and a half. While my child brings me joy and I’ve been grateful to see her grow into a wonderful and sweet person, I know I’ve been depressed and in a very rough place. MY husband and I have (what feels like) frequent intense fights over lots of little things building up. Sometimes I totally understand why my husband is mad. Other times, I bitterly think he’s being unfair and lament that I am not the partner he needs. I’ve thought some pretty dark thoughts but I always pull myself back from that darkness because even if I think I’m pathetic and unworthy of my family… I need them and they need me.
Between all this and hating my job because it does not pay enough to provide for my family (and the fact teacher and I ideologically clash BIG TIME… Oh FUCK don’t get me started on her…), my creative spark has been gone. I browse Tumblr for the sake of it. I don’t want this. I want to draw and write again. I want to be genuinely happy all the time. I’m sorry I barely speak to my friends and I’m hoping I can slowly get better in 2016. Thank you everyone for your understanding and patience.
Between all this and hating my job because it does not pay enough to provide for my family (and the fact teacher and I ideologically clash BIG TIME… Oh FUCK don’t get me started on her…), my creative spark has been gone. I browse Tumblr for the sake of it. I don’t want this. I want to draw and write again. I want to be genuinely happy all the time. I’m sorry I barely speak to my friends and I’m hoping I can slowly get better in 2016. Thank you everyone for your understanding and patience.
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OC Interview Meme
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Tagged by 
RULES :
RULES :
1. Pick one of your OCs.
2. Fill in the questions/statements as if you were your OCs.
3. Tag four people to do this meme!
4. Tell people that they been tagged with a link from your journal. (Nahhhh, I don't enforce it)
OC CHOSEN: Ruby
QUESTIONS:
1. What is your name?
Lisa Kedzierski... but my friends call me Ruby.
Lisa Kedzierski... but my friends call me Ruby.
2. Do you know why you were named that?
No... my parents never told me why before they abandoned me with my grandparents.
3. Are you single or taken?
Seeing someone, but I don't really see how it's your business... She's pretty cool though.
4. Have any abilities or powers?
I don't usually talk about it but I can hack stuff with my brain.
5. Stop being a Mary Sue!
A what?
6. What's your eye color?
Light gray
7. How about hair color?
I guess pale blonde?
8. Have you any family members?
Not living that I know of...
9. Oh? How about pets?
I have this stray cat that hangs around my apartment.
10. That's cool, I guess. Now tell me something you don't like.
People expecting me to hunt down pirated softwares and stuff...
11. Do you have any activities/hobbies that you like to do?
I like to read. Especially physical books. Sure I could use sim-sense to FEEL like I'm reading a real book, but I prefer the real thing.
12. Have you ever hurt anyone in any way before?
A few times. I don't like to do it.
13. Ever… killed anyone before?
Possibly.
14. What kind of animal are you?
I don't know how you want me to answer this...
15. Name your worst habits!
I'm admittedly passive-aggressive.
16. Do you look up to anyone at all?
One person... They're like crazy charismatic and very confident. I wish I could be that way.
17. Are you gay, straight, or bisexual?
I guess Bi? I haven't thought about it much but I had a crush on a guy I knew then I met my girlfriend... Both are pretty cute.
18. Do you go to school?
No, but I learned everything I could online.
19. Ever want to marry and have kids one day?
I don't know... I don't think I'd be a good mom...
20. Do you have fangirls/fanboys?
I don't think I do...
21. What are you most afraid of?
Being captured and experimented on and/or losing my powers.
And getting caught by the brass.
And getting caught by the brass.
22. What do you usually wear?
Plain shirts and jeans. Not top of the line fashion but better than my old style.
23. What's one food that tempts you?
Cookies.
24. Am I annoying you?
No, not really...
No, not really...
25. Well, it's still not over!
Okay...
26. What class are you (low class, middle class, high class)?
I was SINless/lower class most of my life... but a few carefully programmed scripts can get you a real secure apartment and sometimes real food.
I was SINless/lower class most of my life... but a few carefully programmed scripts can get you a real secure apartment and sometimes real food.
27. How many friends do you have?
A handful of trustworthy ones I guess. I have a lot of acquaintances.
28. What are your thoughts on pie?
It's tasty food??
30. Favorite drink?
Tea.
31. What's your favorite place?
Home or my girlfriend's place. I'd like libraries if I didn't hafta deal with strangers...
32. Are you interested in anyone~?
Yeah, I'm dating her...
33. That was a stupid question.
Maybe.
Maybe.
34. Would you rather swim in a lake or the ocean?
I can't swim...
35. What's your type?
I don't quite understand what you're asking.
Bonus: You mays tag me back, in which case I will pick a different OC to do this again! But then prepare to be counter-re-tagged yourself
Bonus2: You can ask additional questions in the comments, under the following rules: — limit of 5 questions/person — please read what others have asked first — questions must be SFW, no inquiries about sexual behavior please! — please accept that the answers will be evasive if they're not relevant etc. Tagging people (I wouldn't enforce it though, but for the sake of fun, maybe please? ) iAriaArt Tarynsgate ummm I'll add others later lol.
Bonus: You mays tag me back, in which case I will pick a different OC to do this again! But then prepare to be counter-re-tagged yourself
Bonus2: You can ask additional questions in the comments, under the following rules: — limit of 5 questions/person — please read what others have asked first — questions must be SFW, no inquiries about sexual behavior please! — please accept that the answers will be evasive if they're not relevant etc. Tagging people (I wouldn't enforce it though, but for the sake of fun, maybe please? ) iAriaArt Tarynsgate ummm I'll add others later lol.
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Life Changes
1 min read
Forgot to say... I had a baby last month. 
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OC feature
3 min read
Nabbed from 
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Kept seeing these floating around but haven't wanted to change my journal, but now I'm ready to so here we are :3 If you're still doing these yourself and have space for me to be on yours let me know and I'll go comment on it <3
:3Kept seeing these floating around but haven't wanted to change my journal, but now I'm ready to so here we are :3 If you're still doing these yourself and have space for me to be on yours let me know and I'll go comment on it <3
Rules
1. For each person who comments on this journal, I will feature one of their characters. I'll also tell you what I like about them.
2. If you comment, please do the same in your journal, putting the tagger (or original journalist) in the first slot. The idea of this is not to get a free feature, it is to spread art around for everyone!
2. If you comment, please do the same in your journal, putting the tagger (or original journalist) in the first slot. The idea of this is not to get a free feature, it is to spread art around for everyone!
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I'm a sucker for tanned characters with silver/white/light hair...
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I love the expression on her face. ^^
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